Hey, all watchers (and all those who do not). It's been a very long time since I did my last journal entry - as far as I can rememeber it was in December last year...

So, here I am again (please don't scream... )

Perhaps someone noticed that my amount of deviations decreased and you may wonder why (if you do not - don't mind). I can't exactly explain what happened in the past 5 month - maybe it was the thing which is called "quarter-life crisis".

I was thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking - what's the meaning of my life? Is it my destiny to do 8.5h work a day - 5 days a week - 4 weeks a month - 12 month a year? Do I have dreams? What dreams do I have? What's the sense in life? Work? Travel? Learning? Money? Experience?

And after all this questions I asked myself (and there where many many more) I came straight to the point that I don't want to be one out of the masses who complain about their life, about their dreams they never lived, about the ideas they never realized, about the knowledge they never got, about the love they never found, about the ideals they never fought for...

Some people would call me a dreamer regarding my views ... but listen up you fucking sons of a bitch: I give a damn about your opinion.


Enough of that. Im going to draw the obvious conclusion and I will quit the hotel job after my exams. One of you will think this sounds very arrogant - but I thinkl I have more potential than doing this degenerating, disgusting and outburning kind of work. I want to accumulate further knowledge in things I'm interested in because I'm sure there' much more to discover than an office chair, a writing desk and the window in front of you.

And what's next?

I'm gonna study Sociology and Psycology.
Then I'll find a girl to love.
And after that...

I'll be satisfied.

Hopefully.