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Journal Entry: Sat May 17, 2008, 1:53 PM


.life.

Hey, all watchers (and all those who do not). It's been a very long time since I did my last journal entry - as far as I can rememeber it was in December last year...

So, here I am again (please don't scream... :-))

Perhaps someone noticed that my amount of deviations decreased and you may wonder why (if you do not - don't mind). I can't exactly explain what happened in the past 5 month - maybe it was the thing which is called "quarter-life crisis".

I was thinking and thinking and thinking and thinking - what's the meaning of my life? Is it my destiny to do 8.5h work a day - 5 days a week - 4 weeks a month - 12 month a year? Do I have dreams? What dreams do I have? What's the sense in life? Work? Travel? Learning? Money? Experience?

And after all this questions I asked myself (and there where many many more) I came straight to the point that I don't want to be one out of the masses who complain about their life, about their dreams they never lived, about the ideas they never realized, about the knowledge they never got, about the love they never found, about the ideals they never fought for...

Some people would call me a dreamer regarding my views ... but listen up you fucking sons of a bitch: I give a damn about your opinion.

.consequences.

Enough of that. Im going to draw the obvious conclusion and I will quit the hotel job after my exams. One of you will think this sounds very arrogant - but I thinkl I have more potential than doing this degenerating, disgusting and outburning kind of work. I want to accumulate further knowledge in things I'm interested in because I'm sure there' much more to discover than an office chair, a writing desk and the window in front of you.

And what's next?

I'm gonna study Sociology and Psycology.
Then I'll find a girl to love.
And after that...

I'll be satisfied.

Hopefully.



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  • Mood: Happy
  • Listening to: Bomb the Music Industry! - Get Warmer
  • Reading: css code

Devious Information

  • Current Age: ..twentyfour..
  • Current Residence: ..home..
  • Interests: ..my friends..art and photography..design..travelling..nature..music..
  • Favourite movie: Babel..L.A. Crash..Monsoon Wedding..Fight Club..Rules of Attraction..Ein Freund von Mir..Lammbock..
  • Favourite band or musician: ..Mystery (burningbernd's band)..Parade the Day..Secret and Whisper..Sons & Daughters..Mads
  • Favourite genre of music: ..Alternative..Indie..Punk..Emo..Powerpop..Indie
  • Favourite artist: ..Dali..Munch..
  • Favourite poet or writer: ..Rushdie..Ellis..Sartre..
  • Favourite style or digital art: ..Conceptual Photography..
  • Operating System: ..brain!..
  • MP3 player of choice: ..Creative MuVo v200..
  • Favourite game: ..Fahrenheit (a.k.a. Indigo Prophecy)..
  • Favourite gaming platform: ..PC..
  • Favourite cartoon character: ..Flix..
  • Personal Quote: .:: Say it like you mean it ::.
  • Tools of the Trade: Canon EOS 400D, Canon Ixus 400, Photoshop, Photomatix Pro, Macromedia Fireworks, pencil & paper

Devious Comments

~Samiros:iconSamiros: 15 hours 4 minutes ago
i love your des - very cool >..<

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:typerhappy: :fingerscrossed:
~ferruh:iconferruh: 4 days 28 minutes ago
Nice gallery (:)

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*Mell0nC0llie:iconMell0nC0llie: 6 days 12 hours ago
ich mag deinen stil sehr :)
~Malleni:iconMalleni: Apr 29, 2008, 7:46:41 AM
Danke für den Fav!
:glomp:

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How can you be in hell, when you are in my heart? ♥
*DangSpecial:iconDangSpecial: Apr 24, 2008, 8:49:17 PM
nice gallery

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:poke: hey. look at my stuff. [link]
~MenM:iconMenM: Apr 24, 2008, 2:27:05 AM Mood: Peaceful
hi ...:)
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nice gallery . very nice pictures
,,,,:D,,,,:D,,,,:D,,,,:D,,,,

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not enugh love in this world >:)>>>:(
=lucidreamer20:iconlucidreamer20: Apr 23, 2008, 9:50:31 AM
thanks for the fav. :bounce:

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Dreams are real while they last, can we say more of life? :airborne:
~hircine:iconhircine: Apr 22, 2008, 5:00:32 AM
hmm, ich finde das kommt im film auch ziemlich gut rüber, wenn man ihn aus eben diesem blickwinkel sieht und nicht aufnimmt wie so viele andere party-sex-und-endlos-drogen-filme ;)
faszinierend, das hohle leben anderer leute... (:

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ever cut your skin for fun? sell your ass? sleep on the street? do you like pain? take heroin? - if so let's start a band
~indietextures:iconindietextures: Apr 22, 2008, 3:30:57 AM
:thanks:

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~Lamermour:iconLamermour: Apr 22, 2008, 3:11:46 AM
heeey, thanks for the add:hug:, i appreciate it:) :smooch:
*iCecrAshEr:iconiCecrAshEr: Apr 22, 2008, 2:05:01 AM Mood: Joy
You're very welcome :D

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Go, :+fav: yourself!!! [link]
*iCecrAshEr:iconiCecrAshEr: Apr 22, 2008, 2:03:56 AM Mood: Joy
My pleasure :heart:

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Go, :+fav: yourself!!! [link]
*iCecrAshEr:iconiCecrAshEr: Apr 22, 2008, 2:03:20 AM Mood: Joy
American Psycho hab ich leider nicht gelesen sondern nur den Film gesehen. Das ist schon ziemlich lange her um ehrlich zu sein - aber ich fand ihn nicht so berauschend. Ja, die Verknü;pfungen sind sehr faszinierend...davon hab ich aber erst erfahren als ich ein Interview mit BEE gelesene hatte, in dem er sein neues Buch vorstellte. Die Regeln des Spiels ist zwar gut, aber im Buch kommt die Sinnlosigkeit und Gleichgültigkeit der Jugend viel besser rüber. Was mich im übrigen immer wieder über die heutige Jugend und Gesellschaft nachdenken lässt...

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Go, :+fav: yourself!!! [link]
*tgphotographer:icontgphotographer: Apr 22, 2008, 12:59:38 AM
thx!!!

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*ymefreak:iconymefreak: Apr 20, 2008, 7:07:33 AM
thank you !

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Azi, cînd patimilor proprii muritorii toţi sunt robi,
Gloria-i închipuirea ce o mie de neghiobi
Idolului lor închină, numind mare pe-un pitic
Ce-o beşică e de spumă într-un secol de nimic.
*Umbresh:iconUmbresh: Apr 19, 2008, 5:17:40 AM
Featured in my journal [link] :heart:

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oh that is so lame! every hot girl who can aim a camera, thinks
she's a photographer: "uuuh you took a black & white picture of a lawn
chair, and it's shadowed and developed at save on, you must be so
brooding and deep!!!